Journal Entries: Love & Wrath
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Sometimes the best thing you can do is clean the slate and start over from scratch. Especially if you are not receiving what it is that you need and have asked for, time and time again. If someone has that much of a lack of regard for you and could care less about your existence then why should you devote any time to them whatsoever? You have no right to inflict pain on someone else for your own gain. No one else should ever do that to you and you should never do that to anyone else either.
ThursdayWhen is enough, enough? When will you be more important?
When you say it is and when you stand up for yourself.
When you can not see anything good with that person any longer. When all they do is hurt you and intentionally do so. Why is it that love has two very different sides to the same subject, just like a coin. One side is heads and the other is tails. One bad, and one good. Depending on which side it lands is what fate rests upon at times. Life or death. Sometimes we like to see the good through the bad; I think that is the human in us. And I have come to decide that it is a flaw. It is a flaw to see the good in everything. Because while your head is in the clouds you are most likely being taken for a fool as well.
SaturdayThere are people in this world that seek to destroy over doing anything positive or for anyone else ut themself. They use and take advantage of the people who love them most. Why? Well simple answer is because they are chicken shits. Who is too lazy to build with someone and chooses to tear down? The kind that never had the gumption to do anything actually worth a shit in the first place. These kinds of people are referred to as ‘the blowhards’. They say everything you want to hear just to do the opposite and will always find a way to blame you for their lack of definition. Chameleons are what they are; they are bright shiny people that are into what you are and love what you love. Then some years down the road all of a sudden your different people yet here you are doing what you always have been.. Yea. Complete waste of time and your life if you allow them to linger and pillage you of your good years and patience.
No one has the right to hurt someone else without taking responsibility for it and righting their wrongs. Unless you are a Neanderthal. Neanderthal’s lack the ability to appropriately process emotions and treat others with kindness as well. That’s called immaturity and those kids usually sit by themselves without any friends. Someone always feels bad and sits with them, always. That’s how life goes. We all inherently do not want others to suffer around us. Victimizers know that, and use that very ploy to their advantage. You are long stuck in the spider's web before you even realize you are trapped.
MondayWhat is your life’s meaning? What is it that makes you tick? Those are the two basic roots you have to start with then you can add someone that compliments your ways and adds to your legacy. Anything short of that is a waste of time for everyone involved. Why do I say that? Because that is basic reality - do you want to waste your time or do you want to create with your time?